gragglegragglegraggle.. I'm so tired. I can't even think straight.. it's probably because I have so much on my mind and I'm always thinking about so many different things that stress me out, which drains my energy.. I can't help it at the moment, though.

I'm started to detest all of the art I've submitted except my first photos.. I feel like deleting the rest. Hmm.. I probably will eventually. Anyway, I know I need to be writing right now and I don't know why I don't.. man, procrastination is going to come back to haunt me one day. D: But at the moment, I can't decide if I should freehand draw, write some poetry, paint something on oekaki, or take more pictures. Too. many. options! D: ..Or maybe I'll just catch up on some much needed sleep...?

Well, I've got to figure something out.


..GAH, I'M SO TIRED. Dx! I think I'll write a poem about it.


My eyes are open
But I'm unaware
The days are passing
And I don't care
As I throw them away

Can't think, can't feel
Lost inside and unreal
My senses are indistinct
And seem to blend together--
A drained heart leaves me feeling dry
Emotions give a distant cry
And I just ignore them,
Never taking precaution..
Hysteria is in the air
And I'm breathing in exhaustion

But I fight the urge to close my eyes
And giving in /again/ to rest
I can't stand the regression
And I breathing out restlessness

But inside, the little energy I have
Is absorbed physically
Emotionally, I've shut down
And gone sleep..

..Gone to sleep



Hmm.. I think I'll stop writing now, because I'm starting to wake up a little, and I was just trying to write how it feels when I feel like I'm sleeping awake. ..And I guess that'll be the name of it, 'Sleeping Awake'. I'll probably edit it a bunch later.


Well then.
I think I'll do something else.